Tuesday, September 14, 2010

another hurdle...

job match results out on monday: and am officially jobless for next year. crap

a whole combination of causes: 1) applied for a bpt3+ year when i'm not even a proper bpt2. 2) only applied to 2 hospitals. arrogance is a cause of my downfall sometimes.

so now, instead of hastening the whole process, i've slowed it down.

upset that the hospitals don't acknowledge my efforts at work. ah well. disillusioned and disappointed.

going to reassess and regather my plans for the future.

Monday, September 6, 2010

after 9 months...

after 9 months, i think i'm still in love w him.
he's got a boy's brain. That day, he said, 'can this venesian talk martian for once?' Cracked me up big time.
So far, i've thrown all these weird silly questions at him, and he's not rejected me yet. he's in fact treated them really seriously.
he's been gentle w me. encourages me.
thanks dear.