reflections on relationships

because i like to think about these touchy-feely topics, i think about relationships in general.
so presented Y a few questions, which of course he kindheartedly and openly obliged.
1) does this feel rite to you?
2) why me?
3) why not someone else in between?

maybe it's my insecurities. but i think it's more due to my logical brain trying to work out something that isn't quite logical. i then threw the questions back to myself. and we've both wisely decided to withhold judgement for now.

4 more ED shifts to go

survived my 7 nites. 5 of which were sooooo busy!
grateful to Y for listening to my whinges every nite b4 my shifts started. u made it slightly easier to do the shifts.
grateful to L for sending me to work and buying those chips so that i could take them into work.
grateful to my bosses for not being so inpatient w me.
overall it was all ok... :) had fun in the end...

ED... soon to end

11 more shifts to the end of ED!! (hopefully no more ED for the rest of my life)...
this is the only thought that i can carry to make this any easier for me...
night shifting for 7 of the 11 shifts

how to fix a light bulb that i can't reach

maybe the best way to fix a light bulb is to get a ladder, not a tall man. :p

being apart now...

When it gets painful being apart, i turn my focus onto someone else and give them some loving care.
It might mean that i'm getting too attached to this person that it gets painful when we are apart.
it lessens the pain, but doesn't get rid of it completely.

phillip island

one of the photos (that i took w my lousy camera) from phillip island. Y took more photos and W took even more photos! so all the photos are in their cameras (and their cameras are better too).

apollo bay

for Y's great ocean road marathon (45 km! in 4h15mins... i'm so proud of you!)

view from merriner's lookout

finishing line...